Ten things I wish I could say to ten different people (but don't say their names)
1. thanks for sticking with me through all these years.. yeah, we've had lots of ups and downs, but i could always count on you for being there for me when i needed it most.
2. im starting to think maybe we're not that great as friends.. ive given you so much.. and yeah, youve been there for me, but i think im going to have to slowly wean myself of you.
3. i like you and your ninja-ness =)
4. i dont understand how you can treat me the way you do. seriously, think about it. it makes no sense. and you think *im* confusing? at least my behaviour is consistant with the way i feel.
5. stop thinking. you do it too much. thats probably cost you a few things that you didnt really think about. you overthink, and noone likes that. especially me.
6. learn to show some respect for your friends. follow through with what you say, and learn to know what to tell to whom. learn to prioritise.
7. feels like you dont have time for me anymore.. which makes me sad. all i want to do is talk and hang out. but it seems not. seems we're drifting apart.
8. man, we used to be tight.. what happened? it seems like youre replacing me, which upsets me. i still love you, nevertheless.
9. sorry i dont see you anymore.. no matter what, i still care for you a lot. yeah we might not be the best of friends, but i care for you, and my fridge is always welcome to you
10. dont tell me shit i dont want to here. learn whats appropriate to tell me, and whats not. and only tell me what IS appropriate. dont tell me you know, and tell me things i dont want to hear. it annoys me a lot.

Nine things about myself
1. im not as wild as i may seem, but im wilder than what you think =P
2. i always experiencing some kind of conflict, whether it be with a parent, friend, or myself =='
3. i really like fruit. i love grapes.
4. id rather spend a night in with friends than go out for a whole day doing nothing.
5. i havent always been this crazy.. wendy and david me this crazy.
6. ive always been a biting person.. i bit someone on the face in preschool
7. im actually quite a shy person.. i wont talk to people i dont know unless im with someone..
8. i dont like strangers.. as a kid, i hated sitting next to strangers.. always avoided it
9. i like giraffes

Eight ways to win my heart
1. be yourself.. theres nothing worse than finding out someone ive liked is a total fake.
2. dont lie to me. ever.
3. respect my privacy. if i dont want to talk about it, i dont want to talk about it. dont push it.
4. accept me for who i am, and who im not. if you cant accept that, i see it as your loss, and not mine.
5. it doesnt hurt to make me smile, or laugh
6. make an effort to like my friends. theyre part of my life.
7. have some highs with me. you cant not have a high with me. going high is what im all about
7. mean what you say, and only say what you mean

Seven things that cross my mind a lot
1. the pressures of being an adult
2. friends, and the issues that come with it
3. uni
4. the next time that ill be able to go out
5. life and its difficulties
6. why im so hungry
7. why people are so retarded

Six things I do before I fall asleep
1. check my phone
2. turn off laptop
3. charge ipod touch
4. check that alarm is on
5. turn of lights
6. close eyes =P

Five people who mean a lot
1. parents. yeah, i consider them as one =P
2. david, hanson, and wendy. yep. one also =P i wonder if hanson feels like a third wheel in that trio.. hmm.. =)
3. adam
4. panda, tram, lisa poo, angela
5. me. i mean a lot to me =)


Four things you're wearing right now
1. tshirt
2. shorts.
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Three songs that you listen to often
1. i bruise easily - natasha bedingfield
2. losing my way - justin timberlake
3. cry me a river - justin timberlake

Two things you want to do before you die
1. to be able to look back, and not regret a single decision that ive made
2. travel the world

One confession
im not as happy as i may seem. its all a mask that ive put up for show.