I'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and letting them know exactly what is in my head, or keepying it to myself.

The problem is being outwardly unhappy and consequently pushing people away... even if they say they're always there to listen, there is only so much that your best friends can listen to. On the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine is to poison yorself from the inside out; is to ignore who you are, and lose yourself.

So which is better? To have friends that think you are melodramatic, attention seeking and pessimistic, or to drown in your own mind...?