you know what i dont get? how youre expected to know how someone feels. what i mean is.. if you feel shit, how do you let someone know? do you say 'hey dude, i feel like shit.. blah blah'? or do you not? because if you tell someone.. youd obviously feel like youre taking their time, and you think they might not really want to hear it, because honestly, sometimes i feel that i couldnt care less. so do you tell someone how you feel? or do you just wait for someone to realise somethings up, and then ask you how you are? that way, you know youre not wasting their time, cause they asked you [unless they were just being polite OR asking without actually having any meaning behind it]

so one point is.. noone is going to know how youre feeling unless you tell them, right? but then if youre always bothered by something, you feel like youre burdening someone with your stuff. i mean, i feel that sometimes im just babbling and the other person just listens because they sort of have to. so i dont talk to many people. thats why i blog. i sort of just rant to myself, and anyone who cares can talk to me =)

but then. youll never know how someones feeling unless you ask them. obviously there are people who dont want to talk about their feelings because they feel its not important or its a waste of time to the other person, so they wouldnt just start talking about it, right? but then, if you ask someone, you feel like youre pushing the other person into confiding to you.

both ways of letting another person how you feel is sorta shat. i mean, i babble to people some times, but i feel like im just giving them a load of shit that they have to listen to when they dont even give a rats arse. but then, on the other hand, i dont ask people how they feel, because i know for a fact that im always there if anyone wants to talk, and when people feel comfortable, theyd talk to me, right?

so. im totally confused. and tired. i vote we just bottle in our feelings, and explode and die.

its sad how this world is becoming such a shit hole.