Have u ever felt a feeling u can't describe and u act all weird & crazy :)

i joined that group on facebook today. when i joined it, i was thinking 'hmm. i havent felt like that in a while.. do i go crazy?' well, now i know. i *do* go crazy. way too crazy.

i feel.. is it weird to feel so worked up about something, yet.. not give a damn about it at the same time? i suppose its like the feelings we get right before an exam, and we're totally screwed.. where we're like 'DAYM. GOTTA CRAM' but also like 'STUFF IT. IM SCREWED ALREADY' something like that.. means nothing to me, yet at the same time.. means everything to me.

i came to the realisation that i have a blog, and it can be used for venting, as i have before =)

now that ive said that, i dont feel like venting anymore =="

stupid shit. seriously, like, when i get in this situation where i care, but dont care.. DO I CARE OR NOT?! fark. i dont even know myself *facepalm*

i think i need more coffee. it makes me more energetic, and more likely to do happy things.