today... was a long day...
as if being burdened with other problems isnt enough... fate thought id be funny to give me more stuff to worry and over-react about. so thats what happened. i now have an extra 'grrrr' to add to my list.
i havent punched any brick walls in a while, and i thought i would today, to release all this frustration, anger and hurt thats been building up.. and man.. for some stupid reason.. it hurt more today than last time.. or maybe cause it was a different brick wall =/
theres no point in asking me 'whats wrong' because something is always wrong.. and theres no point in asking me if im okay, because ive never been okay.. its a given. dont even bother asking =P
its so stupid.. like, in year 7 i barely cried.. i was happy.. but since year 8... everythings just been whoosh.. downhill.. its like ive been thrown in a cart, and thrown downhill.. if i stick my hand/foot out to try and slow it down, id hurt myself..
if i tried to jump out so that im not going downhill anymore.. id get hurt as well..
if i just hold on...i get hurt either way.. its stupid..
and it just seems like this hill has major ups and downs.. it goes down a hill.. and then it meets a smaller hill.. goes up.. then goes down an even steeper hill..
the ride is crazy
since year 8.. i now know the meaning of pain...
its funny how when iwas little, and my mum watched these dramas, and this guy would have his heart broken by a girl [or vice versa] and then he wanted to commit suicide.. i used to think it was just so stupid.. i used to think 'why would you want to kill yourself?! just find a new girl..' in other words, i thought it would be easy to move on, and forget your pain..
but i was wrong.. now im in that spot [just not about love] and i feel the pain i had always ridiculed.
ill stop rambling now, before that anon shit head comes back and says im emo =.=
hey, anon kid. if i find out who you are.. youre in for a bashing
11 comments:
Why the anger towards Anonymous?
give me a good reason to, because ive got a few
1. you had a go at me for being 'emo' BIG WHOOP?! i have feelings, and theyre not so great. its not fun to tease people who are emotionally unstable
2. youre anonymous. youre comments are stupid.
3. because you dont care about what you say, and you dont know where to stop
4. youve just passed the line
So much hate =(
i hate with a passion, and im proud of it
You should not hate. Hate serves no good for yourself or Anonymous.
if you knew me, youd know i dont care what happens. so maybe you should really just fuck off and leave me alone, cause noone likes you anyway.
try and deny it all you want, but you know its true.
As Anonymous, there are no opinions of me. Anonymous cannot be liked or hated.
Suggesting knowledge of Anonymous is absurd, claims of you know Anonymous are illogical and foolish.
listen to yourself!!
do *you* even know *me*? sure you read my blog, but that doesnt mean you know anything about me.
just because youre 'anonymous' doesnt mean you have no identity.. so therefore. YOU SUCK DICK.
prove to me you know me before you say shit about me.
As Anonymous I have no need to prove who I am. I am Anonymous.
Thus I have no need for fellatio, but thank you for the concern again. =)
anonymous, yet so stupid.. who said iw as offering anything? or the least bit concerned about you?
i wasnt asking for you to prove who you were.. just to prove that you knew me.. as anonymous, its obvious you cant read.
it's more like you've been put in a cart ... in a rollercoaster.
there are gonna be ups and downs
it's given and you know it
but when you get to the bottom you know that now, you're gonna get to the top again
so cheer up mc !
i really hate seeing you like this :(
life doesnt need to be 100% PERFECT
it can be ALL RIGHT, and thats just as great :)
so yeahh
do smile :)
and YAY i see my photo on your blog :P
to anonymous.
do you have a life?
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